Day dreaming

The nights are filled with wonder
And the days are filled with dreams
And I've found the more that I ponder
The less things are as they seem

I now sit here while seairching
What the world defines as truth
And often find that I do cling
To the ideas of my youth

These ideas have much pained me
For I knew not much back then
Yet these same ideas sustained me
Like a tried and true old friend

My ideas were the same as yours
Of the future and what it might be
How off we were on our futures
We weren't right, not slightly

So where do we go from here
Is the question that remains
And this question is asked year to year
With the same sharp fear and pains

There is something that changes in us
And it is refined with time
It is a change in what we trust
And where draw the line.

But we do not make any decisions
And this leaves us standing still
But does cause it's own divisions
And continues on until

We put these lessons into motion
And change the flaws from years past
And activate this potion
Otherwise we won't last.